Meh, maybe I’m not completely scared of an adult relationship… it just depends on the kind we are talking about. I’m not interested in your idea of an adult relationship – that’s crazy talk. And from now on, I have realized that I really need to go with my gut… if I feel like running away, maybe I should. I have been learning so much about my intuition, I really need to listen to me more. There is nothing wrong with wanting to run… it’s that flight, that’s what I’m learning how to do anyway right? Fly? Flying is what I want.

You want butterflies, I want weightlessness, I don’t want to feel smothered and bogged down by a guy. Actually I want the opposite (in the beginning at least) I want to wonder at every turn if you’re interested and I want to pursue just as much as I want to be pursued. And that’s why I act like such an a-hole most of the time. I’m the girl that enjoys the chase. I mean, at some point I’d like to know that I’m yours and you’re mine…but I’m not worried about that right now. I’m busy. I’m moving. I’m in flight.

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